lol just come in since waiting for clayton to come out of his bath.
typing this post at his house now.
then after this we're going to study physics!

ok dunno how long since i have not been blogging.
its just that no time, and comp broke down like 3-4 weeks ago?
lol dunno.
exams are like 2days time and im like gonnna die.
so much to study!
screw cca...take up so much of my time.
screw H1N1...eat up so much time..

and ummm...
really i think im a loser.
its a good thing because i can finally look at myself from another point,
and correct myself.
but why loser?
dun tell you lehh~! :p
ok lame.

ya ok blah blah.
must mug.
to all out there who read this,
all the best for your mugging.~!

using the old comp
snaillllllll.

NDP is screwed.
everything else is.
blah.

dunno wassup with the anonymity.
lamer. no life.
best of all no balls.
ya.
im reeeeeeeeeeeeeealllllllllllllllly scared.
so dun let me catch you.

whatever.
not gonna update much.
since comp is down.

sms me or anything.
call blah blah.
chat.
whatever.

i should just let it go.
give it up.
get on with life.

it may not make sense to you.
its not suppose to.
just typing for the sake of venting it.

i just need to get a few things of my head.
a few things that distract me.
a few things that makes me irritated.
a few things that causes me sleepless nights.

and then tell me.
when will i ever be disciplined?
screw it.

dun bother tagging me
"oh jia you."
cos it doesn't work like this.

i thought it would be good it i just blogged.
just for a while.

ya ok im like going crazy from everything.
totally wtf.
i cant find the drive to mug.
the same drive i had on first week of school.
like wow now is week 415682376148376?
bullshit man.

i dunno why i cant be bothered.
like who cares man.
what am i talking about?

i also dunno.

seriously.
i.
hate.
school.

here to blog.
dunno bout what but just blog lorh.

school started and so far still ok.
been trying my best to do my hmwrk and stuff.
but still im slacking.

now haoyong is going through a rough patch.
and im feeling no better about that.
its just so...sudden.
and of all people...him.

mug mug mug.
is what i tell myself to do.
yes i will still find time to relax.
dun worry.
*sighs*

i know.
long since i updated.

have been really busy.
its not an excuse.
and i have taken up a new hobby.
mugging.
ok i know its wtf.
but ya.

i feel myself losing my sanity day by day.
there's just too many things.
i feel like im gonna lose more if i dun hang on.
*sighs*
dun jia you me.
its not really working.
*sighs*

school's gonna start.
im not ready.
how about you?

that's it man.
no more basketball after school.
maybe once in a while but i need to mug.
mug mug mug. really someone mug with me.
physics, chem, A.math, E.math, english, chinese, geog, music maybe not?
just mug larhh!
everyone mugging session starts.
lets mug day and night.
O_O

ok maybe i should have not.
should have done that.
if...ya if...